Professor Chaos's Daughter

I have regrets, of course I do. I have fears, I have anxieties, I have sadness, I have haunting memories that keep me up at night sobbing, thoughts that infest my subconscious and make me wake up in the dead of the night, frightened and alone.

I’d be lying if I said my life was perfect, and I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t worth living anymore. Even though I’m “worst-case-scenario lady” and a complete pessismist, deep down I have a silly, never-ending hope that things will be better, and that one day I’ll look back on these years and I’ll think it was all worth it.

Dear God, how I hope my hope isn’t hopeless.

(Source: neckstime)

Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to accomplish anything in life and fail miserably or is that just me?

(Source: peterparkour)